woots, o level is over, and results is out.
so, should i be happy? or should i be sad.
lets see. 5 B3s, 1 A2, 1 B4.
potential 6 A2s distinction.
well, that's life, sometimes you're on the winning side of the coin, while on the other end of the boulevard , behind those flowers and blooms, are the fallen and the beaten, the unrising and death.
hmm. leading a well meaningless life these few days, without job, not that i don't have any, but its just me not wanting to tie myself down and get all my time occupied.
Reservations for special someone.
alright. Time crisis machine in arcades has been my best friend. completed it over and over again.
War combat. too. and so is ghost squad. initial D.
yea. ate. and I've been growing FAT~!
holy shit. alright. here's, the plan.
yea. the PLAN.
On everyday. 100 rounds the car park, 50 crutches, 50 pumping, and taekwondo while jogging.
the intense training just before national tournament in 2006 would be back to haunt me. well, target, cut down at least 5 kg in 3 weeks. now I'm 60 kg, sec 2 I'm 48kg. hohoho.
OK. Thanks all teachers for teaching me, and i really appreciate all your hard work in teaching a weird theorised person with weird logic and super hard to screw information and ideas with concepts that makes sense my way. its tough. so THANKS! (hail all mighty teachers~~~)
well. all teachers whom subjects i have gotten b3 now are all jealous with miss chua, because i scored an A2 for her combine humans.
Mr azhar said ' well, Jennifer is pretty, that's why he scored better"
Ms Ong and Mrs See both gave the jealous look and they threaten (jokingly) to toss the potteries over me.
haha. life in school, once in a lifetime. oh, i suddenly remember this song in NP.
"train to be a leader to fight for our land
four years of our life
once in a lifetime
have you ever wonder why should we serve?"
well, i do ponder over this question several time. oh. and for people who think that I've suddenly got a patriotic rush, don't worry, I'm fine, its always me being like that, or i am like this. Always changing and pondering upon weird things.
ok. and the day before yesterday, when i was riding the bus, this question suddenly struck me when the wind blows. somehow dramatic, as in the scene only happens in the movies, but here it goes.
the question - would i be able to answer this question " is my life im leading meaningful?" when im old?
alright. and i picture myself, right before the deathbed, recollecting all the good things i have done for the society and the poor, the needy and the repentants. its somehow a nightmare to know that you're leaving 60 or more years of your life without doing any meaningful things. then the advertisment from discovery channel struck me. we spent 3 days of our life searching for the remote control, 3 yrs queueing up, 5 yrs waiting, 25 yrs sleeping and so on. "start living life".
and that day at the library, i read a book on " happiness in 10 mins"
and i summarised the book. Live life as its only once.
five golden rules:
Forgive and Forget.
Love your neighbours
be Nice to others
and the rest i've forgotten.
and other 3 great rules in being happy.
Reinstate
Repetant
Reconcillation
and also when talking to others, be POSTIVE.
example, when you are and employer, you have a tough job to let your not so capable worker to do.
instead of saying
I think you should really not do this job because you are not up to it.
How about saying
I have a job with much competency and i know you are up to it. Give it your best shot!
which one would us, as a human, would we like to hear? although both have the same meaning.
ok. and always be postive in talking to kids, example
when you ask a kid to colour in a circle, instead of saying
Dont colour outside the boundary!
you say
pay attention and colour inside the shape.
see, the difference might be minimal to you, but it means alot to the kids, and it have shown that kids would have less pressure and capability to do better if you chose the second option, instead of the first which makes them worry about colouring outside the circle, which due to the over worrying, they would colour out of it.
Murphy's Psychological Law. read up on it.
alright. Misery loves Company.
MLC.
haha.
acronyms for Me uh huh...... hahahahaha. ok.
crappy.
i might be crazy but im weird. okok same thing. im just weird but i duno, im always weird. hahah.
oh, and i realise it took me 5 mins to brush my teeth, and i dont know how to show feelings outside. as in facial expression and concern etc, maybe except joy.
alright. avureh soccer match! this sat.
ok. list of things i wanna buy
PSP.
I POD.
BASKETBALL
NEW YEAR CLOTHES.
DRUMset.
all seems impossible without $.
alright, that marks the end of it then. Life. haha.
okok. i mean, this is the end of me blogging today, see ya tml!
good day peeps.
-dnaz
DaNiEl
11:27 PM
