life is screwed up.
alright. confusion. ahhhhhhhh. ok, summary. its not easy to be me.
its not good for everyone to know you.
its not good to make everyone jealous of you, because people always blame you for things which you have not done.
its not easy to change what has been done.
its not easy to move about because your actions are all watched.
its not fun to be 'famous'
people just put thoughts or words in your mouth when you dint say or do anything.
minimal actions could cause thunderous consequences.
going left to suit the right when majority wants left aint easy. im still a human being too.
its never fun to make others down.
life of daniel. it sucks big time.
if i could go back in time, i dont wanna be in councillorship. i dont wanna be in npcc.
i dont wanna be known.
i just wanna live my life the way i want it to.
to be free, to feel lost, to be living in the dark. and i aint emo. so scream off if you have read this and think that i have gone nuts.
people just point things at you.
people are jealous of you.
i hate to be me.
my fuel and steam is getting weaker and slower.
life is closing down.
how i wish that thing just take my life away that day.
but who would understand...
people always say big boys and girls dont cry.
and for me, i have long forgotten how to do so.
but when sorrow comes and you dont know how to release it through the normal way people do it, you bottle things up. and it really sucks. to feel for people when others dont. and i wonder how many people would read this.
but whatever happens
theres still a reason for my existance
and the reason is you.
fine. most people would thought that im crazy. whatever. i cant live on like this. urgh. sucks. alright. back to main stream. went to sch for meeting today. fun. dance. pack tent. etcetc. played time crisis. sort of vent myself there. ranked 6th in time crisis machine! woots. i played a 2 player mission on a 1 player control. see. ok. theres soccer match tomorrow. and im the forward. and i just got injury. fine. just give in my best. since, well. nevermind.
DaNiEl
10:38 PM
